:'(

Ughhhh I can't believe I ate that fish last night at the party....
It was fillet, so I decided to give it a try.
Whyyyyyy... whyyyy did I ever think fish would be good....
I remember tasting it, it tasted really weird and extreemely ffishy. It still  had a tiny tail cause it was fish tempura style... gross.

This morning, when I woke up, Vivian told me she was feeling similarly. Her tummy has been aching all morning and she's been visiting the bathroom a lot.
That moment I knew... IT WAS THE FISH.
She told me it seemed fishy and 'malangsa' to her too, last night, that's why she didn't finish it up like she always would if they served fish. (she loves seafood because she grew up always eating it)

Aaaahhh I dunno what to do :'( Just thinking about that fish makes my tummy turn around. \
I just wanna puke it out but I can't :'( I feel like the fish is still swimming around my stomach and it really disturbs me.... I can't believe I'm crying over something so petty...
But I have almost gotten over my fear of fish and this has to happen... I feel like it's in my throat, on my hands, swimming in my tummy and I just wanna cry until it goes away...............................
I can imagine the scales...
andd the eyes....
and the mouth...
and how it would feel if it were swarming all around me...
And that taste.. I can't begin to explain that horrible, horrible taste of sssalty, fishy, unclean water... I can't even drink much water because I feel like I'm drinking water the fish swam in... Almost tastes like fish already. This is insanity. Some one help me. I dunno what to do :'(
I caan't sttop thinking about it and the more I think about it, the more my muscles feel like jelly. It's extremely hard to stay standing because it's just uncomfortable everywhere.... I wish I had never touched that fish. Why did I even think about it... :'( And if that's not enough, some people outside are playing music extremely loudly.. And the SAME SONG over and over and over AND OVER again ever since about 11:30 in the morning :'( Ugghhh please just stop already.... the song is so annoying......
Somebody help. I need someone to distract me from all of this.. :'(